Dictating this short note to you, in my thoughts, I see you all in front of me as if we were doing a class. Some may ask how this is possible though I have not seen many of you in quite some time.

We must acknowledge how profoundly complicated the memory can be. Consider the ability of the mind to maintain a memory of an event which occurred at a very early age, yet hide from us the very nature the aforementioned event. Because of the nature of the particular event, we find we may have some sort of unusual or unexplained resistance to certain events or stimuli. We still may not understand why we may decide to act one way or another given certain circumstances.

Consider if you will, the story where a very young person wanted the attention of one their parents. If the parent was too busy at that particular time when the child needed attention it stands to reason that the child being unable to comprehend most thinking processes beyond those of black-and-white would only have two choices available to them. Depending on how the parent responded to the child, explaining they were very busy could have devastating consequences. For example, if the explanation was with compassion and is of the best possible approach the child is most likely to deduce all is OK and they are not being rejected.

However, if the approach by the parent was contrary to the previous example it is very possible that the child will assume a form of rejection.

Going further, let us say that we are the five-year-old. Our ability to understand things is really only black-and-white. Now if we try to get attention from someone such as a parent, and they reject us or at least this is what the child believe is the case; how is the child going a feel? We would also have to conclude that being the five-year-old and being rejected would likely generate anger, hurt and or isolation.

Within ourselves, we have two primary expressions, one being the male, and the other being the female. When both of these attributes are in balance, we are able to exercise the nature of each attribute fully. Consider this is a natural condition of humanity. This natural process we have within each of us allows us to know all possible conditions around us.

Briefly, the male attribute consists of money, power, provisioning, credibility, reputation, strength, and health. The female attribute consists of family, children, love, nurturing, long-term relationships, and indirect force.

I would be remiss if I did not remind you  the attributes are not gender specific, meaning that a female can have the same attributes as the male and vice versa. The ideal condition would be where both the male and female carried all the attributes of each other in balance.

Returning to the subject of the child, if a father figure did the rejection, and the child determined that they were rejected, the child may develop an anger associated with all things known at the time of the rejection.

As stated earlier within ourselves, consist of both the male and female attributes. In addition, we must consider that in order to survive with must find no-fault within ourselves. For instance, if we are angry with a father figure it stands to reason the father figure is responsible for what we realize via our anger. This is true regardless of whether the father figure was responsible of the cause of our anger or not.

Within our natural state, we find within ourselves both of male and female attributes as all is in harmony. We also must make a statement here where all things are part of ourselves and nothing is separate for all realization occurs within. Therefore, all good and bad male attributes and all good and bad female attributes are within ourselves.

Returning to the issue of rejection, if it is true all things are part of ourselves and nothing is separate, then is not a rejection, a rejection of ourselves by ourselves in one form or another.

If we start thinking in such a matter, with our current stage of evolutionary development, internal devastation would occur. So, what is a feeble mind to do? In order to survive the mind would have to separate itself from its true self. In order to accomplish the task of self-survival the mind will take all things which are associated with a father attribute and, isolate them, at least in the mind’s reality of itself.

At this point all things related to the father attribute are now removed from the reality of the mind. Doing so places as a hole in one's reality, where there was once the balances of male and female attributes there is now a hole existing were the father attribute is missing. So now, the reality of the individual is this. Father is not a part of me so make it so. With that means, is everything the father attribute represents, health, money, power, success, are not permitted. The reason is as because our reality, our law prohibits this because we believe the father attribute is separate and/or dangerous.

When these conditions exist in our lives, we have a natural propensity to reject things related to the father or mother attribute. This is not a fault within. For we never really had the tools to make, the necessary adjustments to reestablish the father or mother attribute within ourselves.